suhaida's petty blog

Salam Ramadhan to all muslims,

The everyday azam is DISCIPLINE.

Previously, to do list hv met the cliche end (Hangat-hangat tahi ayam) which after the several failure, i just kept the list on my mind. But the problem is i did it depends on mood. Hopefully after this, consistent. Sbb husband balik nak xnak kena consistent. Walaupun nak patah pinggang. Haha. Masa husband ada, its more like " You are here every other month, sometimes i'll become cranky, bcause i cant lie down & watch tv with you. I'll be at the kitchen, doing laundry without you" Husband " Kemain alasan".
Yeah its exactly how i feel. *SULK* But when husband not around, i miss cooking for him. Miss doing thing for him.

Currently at parents' house.
Hubby is watching football.

Hubby : Haih.. Mintak air xdapat.. Isikan air (Hulur Glass)
Me : air apaa ( Janganlah kopi da ngantok mata ni).
Hubby: Air tekan button cold, tadah.

Hikhik gelak kat belakang.

Hubby: eh cakap la nanti
Me: Ehh.. Xkan la nanti.. Sekaranggg sy pergi.

Balik kampong. Berbeza daughter yg baru jd wife dgn mama yg 33 tahun menjadi isteri.

Bak kata ayah , bagus mama ni, baru nak mintak kopi, pusing da ada kopi kat sebelah.

Bak kata mama, jangan sampai suami buat sdr. (Jeling husband, sometimes) Jumpa suami bukan hari-hari. Bila nak dapat buat pahala.

Yelah. Next month husband balik. Sy improve kan standard layanan ye. Before g rig esok byk nak kena mintak maaf ni. Mana mungkin wife standard ini sampee ke tua. Kok lari nanti suaminya.

He left for fishing & lepaking with friend. I found it cute when i saw bank note & simple not under candle. Kemain nak g fishing punya pasal.

I told him last nite,

" Ingat tak pergi kursus kahwin haritu, bagi perempuan jewelery yg mahal vs jewelery xbape mahal tp dgn kata2 sweet, mana satu perempuan akan hargai?"

Haha. Saje je. Sebab dia mmg xpandai memuji2, saya pula being a typical women yg suka dihargai dgn kata2 kan. So, I wanna capture every sweetness from him. Bcoz i appreciate every of it, though u cant express it , exactly, by words. I noe, its more than words.

1st post in 2013. At 5 in the morning yow.

Actually, smlm was too sleepy, slept at 8. And apa mimpi panic ntah bgn kol 4 pagi, & baru teringat janji pelesu i kat husband nak bgn kol 10 nak perform isyak prayer & yassin. Nyenyak xbgerak. Hehe. Seb bek xsubuh lagi.

So, i belom share whats my feeling jd wife org for about hum .. Wait. Ok 28 days. Nyeh2. Utk seminggu pertama macam ye eh i da jd wife you. Camne nak tune balik suara perangai supaya xover smpai bdosa. Haha. Da lepas seminggu baru rasa selesa & yakin yes im your wife, ur my husband, lagi2 bila terlepas tune suara & menambah dosa. Haha. Mula2 baik an, lama2 keluar balik perangai GF. Pastu baru rasa weyh dosa xleyh cakap cemtu ngan dia. Kawen utk tambah pahala, ni kau wat dosa sorg2, nnt hubby masuk syurga, aku sorg GTH. Kan? Gitewww.

So i mmg pemalas dlm fam. Tp i noe. I seorang yg btanggungjawab klw itu adalah kerja i. So jadi wife. Wlpun kat umah pemalas kau kemain. Tp bila jd wife actually bangga eh suhaida xsepemalas itu. Detik hati sdr. Tp penat gak balik keje terus masak, kemas umah n kol 10 lebih baru dpt rest dpn tv. Tp xpe hubby ada every alternate month je. Y not. Kan? Now tdo kol 8 mlm smpai 4 pagi lagi. Tp wlu hubby xde, sy xnak terlalu relax kat umah. At least 1 hari 1 kerja. So sng pick up bila hubby balik. Keh2.

So , majlis belah oko 17 feb. oko delay naik rig 2 weeks aritu. Klw nak genap kan 4 minggu oko akan balik 2-3 hari before majlis. Jadi company dia bagi balik after 3 weeks. Aduh dua kali naik rig asik delay je. Da la march schedule balik 25th march. Klw dia delayy seminggu, 2 minggu? Tiket goldcoast 28 march tau? Da la tiket promo, mana boleh reissue date. Hum, berserohh lah.

Ok la nak sambung tdo.

I am speechless instead of happy for him when at last he's gonna be on rig by wednesday. Tomorrow im gonna send him to Airport.

Gonna be alone, no date, no movie, no him for a month. Gonna miss you sayang. When u come back its already close to our special day.

Some of us (me) might read text from beloved, felt nothing. Request things, demand, sulk. Then i tried to read it as a third person, its like KONON eh, bc as a ex, or that person is 3rd person. Klw dia gf baru, mcm ohh.. Sweetnye dia, xmarah lgsg gf dia, lembutnya.. Pahal gf dia ni emo je lebih.. Klw as 3rd person komfem clash dah.

Hahah. Merapu eh tgh oncall ni. Tunang, dtg la teman sy kerja mlm2 ni! Bosaan ah. Wpun awak dtg mmg terus aim sofa landing . Xde beza klw ikot kan. Tp... Dtg la. Ada beza. At least ada bunyi dengkur n geselan gigi.

See, habes je tulis di atas, dia dtg, (subang-kajang) bawak keyeeepci, tp da kuar, cari mamak sambung tgk bola. Oh untungnya nak jd wife awak. Harap2 xbertukar perangai. Hee