suhaida's petty blog

Semoga Ramadhan kali ini, digunakan sebaik-baiknya untuk menambah pahala & lebih bermakna dengan extra ibadah.

And, after not more than a week my husband on the rig, he need to come back for a while, shortly. ( Got Gas buyer, or gas bahaya, im not sure la, why you need to clear up the rig if people wanna buy gas?) Dunno till when. Maybe less than a week. Hope so, kindly not too long. I wanna raya with him. 

Previous time he gone, after stranded 2 months at home taking care of 1st trimester preggy wife, i was crying everynight, everyplace remind me of him, even teary in seminar or everytime i did the things that remind me of him. Like he not in this world anymore. 

Pity him to worry about me after tiring work. So, since saturday he's away, i hv not shed a single drop of tears for him. So proud of myself. And tomorrow, he'll be back for a while, he said " i think its good to be with you, maybe you need me more during ramadhan rather than hari raya which you at least hv your family". But when you gone again, its gonna be harder for me, when i know i'll start missing sahur & iftar with you later. 

Force myself to be stronger, though waking up feeling sad, having the 1st sahur by myself. I need you husband.