So Saturday, 26th Oct, my pregnancy already hit 39 weeks. To my baby, Mama had climbed up the stairs, squat, and such.Hoping you will move down further, but doctor said, you still at the very high position. He no longer gave the repeating advice, but giving me option to see you anytime or to give you another week. Doctor said, the umbilical cord is wrapping your neck twice. That might be the reason you still floating, maybe its hard for you to move down with those thing around you. But mama already saw your heart beat for 30 minutes, your heart was doing fine, but you were sleeping. You always like that baby, your kickboxing class start in the evening, until dawn. You cover your face everytime i wanna see you. Are you a shy person?
Mama in a blank mode now. Dont know what to think. This is my first time. I dont know how does the normal delivery & caesarean feel like. But from the wish & prayer, i know the option i have is the last choice that every women wants it to end.
But, what im so certain of my feeling is, i want you to stay pink in my womb, to be strong when you come out.
I dunno how you look like, how fit you'll be outside my womb. But hello baby, see you in a week. Im praying for His bless to you, mama & papa. Allah is a good planner, im putting my faith in Him.